A story.....not yet told...

Arthyohin, nirbudhitya,tushar meru jhore
abeger bonospoti upre gelo pare...

everyone of your views looks much more formidable and convincing when you
are successful,should keep your judgments close to your heart and provide
them water...

chakrabuhe abhimannu

CHAKRABUHE ABHIMNNU BOSE DABA KHELCHE
PRATNER NEI.. TAI DUJONER HOYEI CHAL DICHHYE.

" KAKHONO KAKHONO NA BOLTE JANTE HOY"
-" NA SUDHU NA NOY HA BOLTEO..,
SUDHU JANLEI CHOLBE NA, THIK
THAK SOMYE BOLATAO JORURI".

" BOHU LANGUAGE ER NA SOBDYER SIMILARITY
LOKHYO KORECHEN?"
-" KENO BOLUN TO?"
-" HA EBONG NA DIYE ONEK PROSNER
UTTOR KORA JAY,EBONG UUTOR GULO BHIBHINNO MANEO KORA JAY
AR SETA THEKE APNAR MONER MOTO BECHE NILEI HOLO, TAI NA"

" SOBI TO HOLO, KINTU APNAR EI NA SOBDYO TA BOLTE ETO
PROBLEM KI KORE HOLO?"
-" ASOOLE GURUJONEDR BACHANOR DAITYO ESE PORLO.."
-" SETAI KI SOB?"
-" NA SEI SONGYE IDENTITY TOIRI KORAR EKTA SUJOG, EMNITE
BIKHYAT BAPER SONTAN HOYE KHUB JHAMELAY PORECHI..,
LOKJON KHALI BAPER NAMEI AMAY CHENATE CHAI.."
-" EI TA BODHHOY SOKLERI SOMOSYA, LOKJON NIJEKE ALADA KORTE CHAI
ONYODER THEKE ,SE UNIQUE EI BISWAS TAI , ONEKER MULDHON"
-" EKHON KI MONE HOY , NA NA BOLE APNI BHUL KORECHEN?"
-" JANI NA..HOYTO KORECHI, KINTU JODI BEROTE PARI...,"
-" ASA, SOPNO EGULOI BACHAR PRERONA, SE DIK THEKE APNAR SUJOG NEOUATA
JUKTI JUKTYO, CHESTA KORE DEKHUN DU EKTA FORMULA BER KORTE JODI PAREN, TAHOLE
HOYTO .....





CONTINUED

relationship: the impportance of lie and the inadquecy of truth

relationship are based upon truth...complete nonsense..
relationship is not based upon truth, it is based upon what you believe to be true.sometimes it depends on sophisticated , polished, well rehearsed, and experimented lies..
any relationship to be in a good order the persons involved in it must feel good about themselves,not only that a relationship also depends on what society feels about it,more often than not mutual respect, love, and importance also come through the eyes of society..
a thoughtful lie plays very important role in building up,and maintaining a relationship,lying is not that bad all the time after all...

we human are always driven by sexual, and emotional demands...society which generally follows the principle of religion of various kind as a moral doctor,are still a long way to accept the Brownian motion human mind...as a result truth in a strict sense plays a destructive role in most of these situations..

i am not an analyzer of consequences ,especially regarding the health of society in the distant future,so i am not an advocated of liars either, but none the less if someone wants to have a good ,happy and long relationship,he or she must know how to tell lies..and innocent lies .

Asking questions.........

a four year old child ,....his or her favorite hobby is asking questions.
but a child is child,he or she does no care about the consequences of the right or apparently right answer, or the next question that is going to rise from that answer and so on...
we, the grown up on the other hand are so much scared about the consequences , and the final destination , these sequence of answers are leading to.
sometimes the right or truth may not be entirely satisfactory in our purpose and hence the necessary adjustments,but I firmly believe truth(in a vague sense) always catches you on.It is always the winner of the future.
here is a childish question.. if all of our thinking is the consequence of some sort chemical reactions,which must be spontaneous,then how much free can we really be...?

a windy afternoon and a dark night

it started this way





now looking really threatening








staring with a crooked eye.





in full flow with anger, mannerism and madness..






everything comes to an end ........ and

not every afternoon is like that....

what a birthday

I always think birthday celebration is a no-brainer,may be it is a cynical thought, but I do feel uncomfortable ,and cant really understand what difference does it make on which date i was born(assuming one does not search for the astrological article on Sunday news paper).

I had an interview in IIT Bombay for my ph.d admission,I woke up at seven very early specially considering my consistency in that aspect.I got ready and went for the interview .we never knew the time schedule so went there pretty early ,interview started at 10 . I was informed or you may say understood that my time would probably come after 3 in the afternoon, being really tensed I almost ate nothing in the hostel during lunch.well at 4 in the afternoon I understood it would be touch and go weather they will take my interview that day or not..but i had to wait,so waited until 8 in the evening just to know it would be the next day when I have to face my executioners.

Ran back to the hostel where I was staying , went to the dining hall and being told that I would not get my dinner because the buying time is over...
Came back to my room,searched my bag and found two packet biscuits completed my dinner..FOR YOUR INFORMATION BIRTHDAY DINNER....

what an interesting menu...the only birthday I remember, I still remember with fun,it always brings smile in my face....

A journey, some mistakes, and philsophy......

A trip always remembered by the no of accidents, well i think so..
5-Th June ,I can remember it very well, it was Saturday.I had to go to meet one of my friends who actually threatened me by saying it is my last chance....
so it was barasat -my destination,I thought it would be better if I take the bus which usually takes one and half an hour,so went to bus stand only to get the information after waiting half an hour there that the last bus already gone 30 min ago. I had to take decision on what I should do, it was 8 in the night,but I thought let me try and take a train and after reaching barackpore , i can go home, or can take a bus or auto to barasat..well train did a wonderful job took more than an hour as expected from lazy Saturday night driver and I reached barackpore at 9. 15

jean- paul satre one of my favorite philosopher, l like some of his ideas,one of them you are absolutely free under any circumstances to make choices and so you are solely responsible for your life..
so being brave I thought I have to go..whatever be the consequences, satre ...you know..
waited for 20 min for the illusive auto, then went to bus stand . just to discover again i was 5 min late..only 5 min this time,10 in the night.
so then again....back to square one,decision time, satre....
Took another rickshaw for station and saw an auto was going to barasat but no room for the new existentialist ...
then everything started to work well ..got a train in the nick of time, reached dumdum,got another train immediately, reached barasat at 11.30.Then satre(inside my head) and me took 3 glasses of water in my friend's home.
well some journeys are like that full of incidents sometimes annoying, sometimes frustrating, some times so exciting..In that not so usual Saturday night philosophy of satre got better of me.I made lots of mistakes, took some wrong decisions..but in the end made it...

Probably life is also like that journey,full of mistakes,frustration,excitement.some reach their destination, some do not.May be there is no destination ,may be it is a long road with no discontinuity......
Are you in a exciting journey...? good luck.